When Without You

When without you, I feel nothing but lost.
When without you, the world might as well be black.

People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. 

But I found that to be a lie.
Even before you went away, I knew how it would be without you.
Excruciating pain, emptiness and the feeling of being lost.
I try to keep myself occupied, but as soon I've got a moment of silence - there you are.

A Blind man once said; "In the future when the doctors hands me robot eyes, so I can see again, I will tell them so piss off! Because I don't want to see a world without you"

I don't believe in suicide, but I might as well blind myself when we reach the time where you will no longer be here. Because a world without you, is truly a world I don't want to see.

You have no idea how grateful I am for you.

How grateful I am, now that you're in my world.
You make me see everything so clearly, so full of colours.

There's nothing I wouldn't do for you -
and I know people say that all the time.

You name it, I'm there!

"I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more"

- Christina Perri feat. Steve Kazee - A Thousand Years part 2